What do you find more unbearable: watching a video of yourself, or listening to a recording of your voice? Why? dp
Despite my shame I burried whenever watching a video of my own, I think there’s nothing more shameful than caught myself lying. Most of the time it’s spontaneous and I didn’t have enough time to respond the way I should be responding. For example when my mother ask me whether I could do my exam today, then I would habitually said, “of course, it was a piece of cake”, or “Like a Boss”. These phrase just blurted from my mouth automatically whenever such question arises. Most of the time I could do the exam and results tell me that I’m good at my fields, but there are time when I couldn’t do it like I used to but I keep saying it was fine to my mother”. That are time, I wish I could have more time to respond between my mother question and my answer instead of saying what I used to said.
Lying often time was automatically done because of our previous habit of lying, when we habitually lied to people around us and to ourselves, these bad habit eventually become permanent and we lose control of it. I believe we could reverse such bad habit and instill more awareness in replying to people’s question and comment.
Anybody feeling the same as I do?